To: Grandma....Love Jessica

GRANDMA I MISS YOU SO MUCH. IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE REALLY GONE. I DON'T KNOW HOW I WILL BE ABLE TO GO THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT MY CLOSEST GRANDMA. YOU WERE A TRUE ANGEL ON EARTH AND NOW YOU ARE AN ANGLE WITH GOD. EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU I CANT HELP BUT CRY. YOU WERE LIKE MY OTHER MOTHER. YOU TREATED ALL OF YOUR GRANDCHILDREN AS IF THEY WERE YOUR OWN. MY HEART TELLS ME THAT YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT MY MIND WONT EXCEPT THE FACT THAT YOUR REALLY GONE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I KNOW YOUR NEVER SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT A FAMILY MEMBER IS YOUR FAVORITE BUT YOU TRULY WERE MY FAVORITE GRANDMA AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE SUCH A FUN, LOVING, AND CARING GRANDMA AS YOU. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT REALLY GONE. YOUR SPIRIT IS IN ALL OF THOSE WHO NEW YOU AND THAT LOVE YOU. I FELT ALONE TODAY, AND THEN I FELT LIKE SOMEBODY WAS WITH ME AND I COULD HAVE SWORN THAT WHEN EVER I LOOKED OVER TO MY LEFT I SAW YOUR HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND YOU SAID THAT I WILL NEVER BE ALONE AS LONG AS I LIVE. YOU TOLD ME THAT I WOULD ALWAYS HAVE FAMILY AND AS LONG AS I HAVE THEM I WILL NEVER BE ALONE. NOW MOST PEOPLE WILL SAY THAT I AM CRAZY AFTER THEY READ THAT. BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT I SAW MY GRANDMOTHER THERE WITH ME. AND AS LONG AS I BELIEVE IT IT IS TRUE. GRANDMA I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU.