Ok it's been a long while since i've posted anything on here. I've been trying to keep busy. Just knowing I'm not gonna be able to talk to MOM when i get home or on the phone PISSES me off. I see so many older people here walking around like nothing. It makes me feel so mad why MOM didn't make it to that age or how come god didn't take them. There are so many bad people in the world also, Why did he have to take my mom. Mom was so young. Asiah and Teralyn Miss her so much and I'm pretty sure all of the grand kids do also but I can only speak for them because I see them 24/7. It's so nice to hear them say Good Morning grandma and tell her by when they go to school. (Her ashes are on the mantel) It's amazing how much our kids have grown when they tell you "GRANDMA'S WATCHING US FROM HEAVEN AND SHE LOVES YOU AND ME". I am still dying inside because I miss her so much but i think i have made myself immune to my feelings. I hide my sadness with a little smile. I am crying right now as I write because all my feelings are bottled up and this helps me with the healing process.
(In my heart I know She is no longer suffering and she is happy, watching over us and waiting for us when it's our turn)
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